KinkySimmelian

Desire of Documentation, Documentation of Desire

#ForTheSakeOf #Erotika #Poem #LoveOfDocumentation #Erotica

How we fuck Needs to be documented.

For the sake of science, Needs to be documented.

For educational purposes, Needs to be documented.

As masturbation material, Needs to be documented.

As a chapter in The Bible of Desires, Needs to be documented.

As inspirational material for artists all around the world, Needs to be documented.

Just for the sake of documenting, Needs to be documented.

Just to boost our egos, Needs to be documented.

To be part of the historical archive of desires, Needs to be documented.

As a manifesto of political activism on desire, Needs to be documented.

For us, so we don't forget, or so we always remember, Needs to be documented.

(This part is more to make you smile than being part of the “poem”)

To uncover the implicit assumptions of different forms of desire, Needs to be documented.

For a case study on the epistemological presumptions of desire, Needs to be documented.

For us to watch, Needs to be documented.

And to perform our own pseudo-philosophical analysis.

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#desire #primal #bodyautonomy #pleasure #consent

Reverse gangbang? First of all, why reverse? A gangbang where I am the center of attention — womxn make a queue in front of me to fuck me, to sit on my dick while my arms and legs are restrained. The next in line doesn't simply wait — she assists. An assistant means, in this context, the one who helps the one on top according to her wishes: kissing, grabbing tits and ass, licking, sucking, biting, pushing her up and down while fucking, slapping, dirty talking, spitting, holding the Doxy, the Womanizer, and fuck machines for those who wanted DP. After four minutes they need to leave (the only exception is if they have a strong orgasm — then they can stay on top of me while staying penetrated — because I need to feel them — until their quivering ends).

So I hear many overwhelmed womxn who are as horny as they are overwhelmed (for a second or two my mind thinks about whether there might be a correlation between these two in daily life — yes, I studied social sciences). And on top of these two, the primal frustration comes so strongly that they become more greedy, angry, needy, and fierce, wanting me, wanting my dick, wanting their orgasms. And I'm happy that I can stay erect for long periods, but still, there are quite a few womxn here — there is always a chance that I come while they are in the queue, which means that I need a bit of time to restart.

Some of them squirt on my dick or on my body and face right after they stand up from my dick, as their time with my dick (4 min) is about to end. They are doing this as their primal mind wants to say: it's all mine, it tastes like me, it's wet like me, it's warm like me — but the next ones never hesitate or feel intimidated by this gesture.

On the contrary, it makes them feel more entitled to me, to my dick, and to their orgasms, so they jump right on my dick. Some push their hands on the wet part of my body to transfer it to their hands and then lick the previous person's squirt.

You can tell that it's something magical, primal, self-confident — no doubts, no apologies. Everyone is showing, sharing, and discovering their animalistic side.

So all the womxn are hoping to have an orgasm before mine, or at least to be the one with whom I come, so they could feel my cum and my quivering body. But what they don't know yet is that all the people here are good, loving, caring, and passionate souls, and therefore even if I come and need to rest, they will take care of each other — making the other person feel cared for, safe, and secure — with one of the strongest orgasms of their lives.

No one will leave this party unsatisfied.

Without a long-lasting smile.

Everyone will learn something about themselves.

Everyone will remember this day until the end of their lives with a smile.

Many of them would like to do it again.

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#PlayingWithCouples #SharingIsCaring #PolyamorousJuice #QueerErotica #BisexualMen #ForcedToWatch

This time, we put you on a Sybian and fix you there with the Sybian accessories of your choice. Your partner and I are wearing our kinky clothes; I am in a black fishnet onesie on top of a red G-string with dark makeup. You sit while we stand in front of you, staring down at you. You can tell we enjoy what we see. Meanwhile, I pull my erect dick out of the G-string.

Your partner grabs it immediately in front of you and starts playing slowly with it while our eyes remain locked on yours. I pull out their dick and begin to stroke it as well. ​ You see our dicks right at eye level. Your submissive, slutty side is growing more intense by the second; you want to have them. You know that at some point you will, and you already feel incredibly lucky. Two dicks that you like, adore, and have used for your own pleasure are right here together—two hands pleasuring them right in front of you.

​I kneel down in front of your partner, dropping directly into your line of sight. Up until this moment, because we were standing so close, you could only see our lower bodies. Now, I am right at eye level with you.

You can't touch us because you are restricted, but you can see every detail and smell everything. ​ I begin to lick your partner’s dick while maintaining intense eye contact with you. You look surprised by how comfortable I am with it. As I start to suck, your partner lets out a low moan. The needy slut in you grows more desperate. You can hear the thoughts racing in your head: ​”Fuck! It's so hot! I want to fuck them both right now, right here.”

​At this moment, you don't even know if you are referring to our dicks or to us, and it doesn't even matter. Meanwhile, your body is vibrating against the Sybian, overwhelmed by a warm, wet feeling. I stand up slowly to kiss your partner while the precum dripping from my dick catches your attention. It makes you even hornier, sparking an desperate urge to lick it immediately, but the restraints hold you back.

But there is no need to worry; your partner takes it in his hand, bringing it close to your face. When you happily open your mouth and show your tongue, he immediately pulls his hand back to create frustration, teasing you by rubbing it right across your face.

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My partner's cousin lives at the summer house of my partner. I have visited the place three times over the past three years for vacation.

She is 49, petite, with a pretty face, beautiful feet, and delicate hands. Until this year, she was always nice and friendly, though I would say somewhat shy. I found her very attractive and hoped that I was not staring too much at her or at her body.

As my partner and I are quite kinky and sex-positive, I asked her last year if she and her cousin would like to have a threesome. Unfortunately, she rejected the idea immediately. When I asked why, she said it was because she is her cousin. I reminded her, “But you had sex with one of your cousins at a wedding.” She explained that it's different because she is much closer to this cousin. I acknowledged that this was a fair reason, so I dropped the subject.

However, this year, something felt different with the cousin:

• She was more social with me and spent more time with us. (My mind wants to interpret this as meaning she might be attracted to both me and my partner, but another part of me knows that I tend to over-interpret such things. The reality could simply be that she is unemployed and has more free time, or that over the years she has built trust with us—a strong pattern from my teenage years. I have mostly overcome this tendency by asking direct questions instead of interpreting, and I am curious whether other heterosexual men experience similar doubts.)

• She began accepting my offers of help. Until this year, she would decline when I offered to help, but now she asks me to pour wine or water for her.

• Yesterday, I was at the window nearly naked (wearing only a G-string, though they couldn't see it from where they were—they could only see my naked torso) looking into the garden to ask my partner something. The cousin glanced at me and said, “Oh, a naked man. I'm coming upstairs.” My partner replied, “Go ahead, he's waiting for you.” They laughed, but no one actually came upstairs.

• Yesterday was also her birthday. While we were eating cake, they were discussing how you say “blowing” the candles in English. My partner translated it as “blowing,” and then the cousin said, “Oh, blowing—I would like that, but not the candles.” They laughed, and she checked my reaction.

Normally, I wouldn't take this kind of thing seriously. I know that many women know how to flirt and attract men's attention without necessarily meaning anything by it (which I don't judge, especially in our still-patriarchal world). I also recognize that many heterosexual men invent these signs because of entitlement or unhealthy narcissism. But this felt different because I don't think she is naturally a flirty woman. I found myself interpreting it as: she is attracted to both of us, finds us very attractive, and may have already fantasized about us. Since she knows we are quite kinky, she has become more open about it—still implicit, expressed through jokes, but more open nonetheless.

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Later That Day

Later, I was lying in the garden while the cousin and my partner sat on lounge chairs. I asked if it was okay to take off my t-shirt because of the strong sun. They said of course. I then asked if the neighbors would mind. The cousin replied that it doesn't matter because what she wanted to see was more important than what the neighbors might think.

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The Evening

We were having drinks in the garden in the evening. The cousin and my partner were talking about menopause and perimenopause when the conversation suddenly shifted to sexuality. The cousin said that despite her shyness, she really appreciated our kinky lifestyle and was finally ready to explore that side of herself. My partner said that we could help with that. She offered that if she wanted, we would be honored to be her first threesome experience, and we could bring some toys with us (a Womanizer and Doxy).

The cousin didn't look surprised, but rather aroused and pleased by the offer. She said, “Mmm, that's definitely something I would really like to do.” We looked at each other and smiled. At that moment, we all took a drink from our glasses simultaneously—we were all excited.

First, I moved to hold and massage her feet while my partner took the other. (We had done this before during one of our foursomes.) We continued talking while she moaned in pleasure and complimented our massage skills.

I then began to kiss and lick her feet while maintaining eye contact with her. At the same time, my partner slowly began to caress and touch her legs. I was becoming increasingly aroused. I started to touch myself through my shorts while licking her toes and maintaining eye contact with her. We exchanged naughty smiles and bit our lips to signal our mutual appreciation for what we were doing and seeing.

My partner wanted to remove the cousin's shorts and underwear to go down on her. I knelt down to help my partner, so we had two heads between her legs, two different hands holding her legs open, and two tongues teasing her pussy.

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#WatchingUs #SexParty #TheInvitation #PermissionGranted #EyesOnUs

Me, my partner, and our lover. We are at a kinky/BDSM sex party—the kind that few cities in the world have. It's a club with a huge open-air area. Our whipping session becomes sexual quite fast.

My presence in the room gets your attention first, curiosity second, and then you watch me, my partner, and our lover playing and fucking like animals. You see how good we are as a team. You see my partner and lover squirting, moaning, and cumming intensely with trembling bodies. You'll be envious and want to jump in, but you won't. I'll catch your eyes while I fuck and lick them. A small, sneaky smile from me; biting lips from you with an even bigger smile. You find the bravery to come closer and ask if it's okay for us that you masturbate while watching us. We stop for a moment and look each other in the eyes. “Yes, absolutely,” my partner says with a smile. “We'd love that, dear.”

You see that I keep looking at you while receiving deep throats from my lover, while I suck my partner's nipples passionately. You also realize that the others have their eyes on you. Once we all have our strongest orgasm, we lay on the couch, relaxed and happy. We start to chat with you—nice, warm conversation with lots of compliments—and ask for your number, whether you'd be up to meeting us.

When you go back home, you'll still feel horny. You'll use your toy while remembering what we did, you'll come one last time intensely, and fall asleep a few minutes after.

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Verses for a Muse, Performed in Pleasure

#Muse #Real #Fantasy #Erotica #Kinkywords

I once met a poet and translator via a dating app. We didn’t spend much time together, but I believe we both enjoyed the time we did share. Two relative strangers opening up their lives to each other for a brief moment. And then, we stopped seeing each other (and then the pandemic happened).

A couple of years later, I reached out to her and asked if she’d like to meet again. When we did, I received one of the coolest gifts of my life — a published kinky, sexual poem about me! The fact that she didn’t reach out to tell me about it makes me believe she wrote it mainly for herself, or for her audience, not for me — which makes me think those words about me are as honest as they could be.

Voilà — that’s the background and everything up to this point is true. I have two main fantasies involving her:

There’s a “kinky reading” event in our city, and I’d love for her to read that poem in front of the kinky community while my partner and I listen. Maybe even asking her to keep eye contact with both of us while reading.

The second fantasy is more private: my partner and I would invite her for an intimate, kinky poetry reading session. We’d tie her to a chair with our beloved Doxy to make the reading difficult — but deliciously lustful. We’d sit naked in front of her, pleasuring ourselves while she (tries to) read the poems that turn us all on. The rest, you can imagine… passionate, steamy sex filled with moans, squirts, laughter, and smiles.

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Next time

#erotika #poem #brat #prey #horny #primalplay

Next time you take control I won’t be so obedient I will fight back I will test your power I will show you that If you want me, You have to earn it.

I won’t surrender So easily. And remember, I’m stronger When I’m horny — Not so easy to break.

Maybe you should grab the cuffs ⛓️‍💥 Tie me to the bed So you can do whatever You want with me.

Ride me or my face as much as you can

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Kinky To-Do List (I): Masturbation Material

#beingamasturbationmaterial #strongorgasms #beingsomeonesreasontomasturbate #threesome #muse

• The two of us (me and L.) have sex and record it while wearing masks

  1. Focus the recording on our orgasming body and face.
     
  2. Publish the audio version on Reddit or Fetlife.
     
  3. Create a Pornhub account and upload it there.
     

• The three of us (me, L. and J.) wear masks.
  We have sex and record our faces while reaching orgasm. Afterward, we can decide whether to publish it or keep it for personal use as masturbation material.

M and P: Me. All rights reserved. Unauthorized use or publication without permission is strictly prohibited.

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